nothings.

This Sunday will mark the one-year anniversary of my complete surrender to Christ.

So many years, so many books, so many conversations, so many Christians. So flipping much Christianity. And finally...Christ.

I've written before that it's not a book that saved me. No book ever could. No logic could ever be sharp enough to move me. It was love that won my heart, and Christ who redeemed it, and now, I'm learning.

I trust, but I wonder-- what do I do with the doubts, and the fears?

Meet them. Keep walking. I said that to myself a lot when I first got here. Just keep walking. Be honest, be open, be smart, keep walking.

The weight lifts when I remember God.