pax.

Here's a real question.

If it's in my nature to need God, why is it not in my nature to trust God?

We talk, incessantly, of some innate desire for God. There's a God-shaped hole in my heart. There's just something missing. He is the only one who can fulfill me. On and on and on.

And yet, though it was God's nature in me that led me back to Him, apparently, His spirit in me is not enough to always keep me towards Him.

My whole life, I've felt His call. So why is His peace so so elusive?

Can you answer this?